Sam Sleeman
Poetry

A man asked his heart. What are you afraid of?

“What are you afraid of?”

The man 
asked his heart.

The heart 
did not reply.

“There is no one out there 
that will hurt you..

I’ll protect you.

I have grown strong, 
I’m a warrior now ..

You have nothing to fear.”

Still the heart did not reply.

Tell me, heart.

Was it our father? 
Was it our brothers? 
Was it one of our lovers?

None of that matters now.

I am a grown man, no one can do anything to us.”

The heart remained quiet.
Closed.

The man grew frustrated.

“Heart, you are a coward!

Maybe you are defective.

Maybe I just don’t have a heart that works properly.

No wonder I can’t feel love.

The heart closed even tighter.

For months 
the man walked around.
Falling ever deeper 
into despair about 
his defective heart.

Then one day the man grew very quiet.

Quiet enough 
that he thought he could almost hear

A whisper coming from his heart.

He asked 
with all the compassion 
he was capable of.

“Heart, 
what are you afraid of?”

The heart whispered back.

“You. 
I am afraid of You.”

The man cried.

He had protected his heart 
from everyone 
But the one person 
that could hurt it the most .

The tyrant 
Inside.

~ Aubrey Marcus

Painting ©️ Wojciech Siudmak